Mental battle

It is hard enough that I’m a single parent, but to have mental and medical issue suck. Just trying to find the balance is hard. But I always will fight for my kids to better then my own parents. To keep them safe and mentally and physically ok. But in this world it’s like this big battle that just goes on and on. Lord help me

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People think everything 

People think everything about someone else. Or they compare their life to yours. Not caring it what they say. Or how it makes someone feels that they are not you. Telling you how bad of a parent you are and you never put your kids first. That you can’t deal with life and you shouldn’t have any kids. Its really f***** up how people really think about you. Say one thing to your face and other behind your back. 

The whole world on my shoulders

Why does it seem like the whole world is on my shoulders? Why is it that I’m the one people depend on when their life goes wrong? How can I put it across to people that I’m not a super hero?  I just don’t understand how my life is not as important as yours. Or that I not doing things right but you can turn around and ask me to help them out. But didn’t you just say how much I am doing wrong. I really wish people would look at themselves before they talk about your life. But life has a way of showing people exactly what they doing wrong even if they don’t understand why. The reason why I know this is because I have seen it happen to a couple of people. And both people didn’t understand why things were going wrong. Karma is a Bitch.