How can you say you don’t want your kid any more. Because you can’t handle your own child. Because of how you raised your kid and now you are paying the cost for your mistake. And you don’t what your child to go to someone you know that will take care of them. You would rather send them to someone that will mistreat them or put them in the system. Where it will be hard to get them out. Come on now be the adult a take the responsibly for what you have done. Don’t give up on your only child that you have and ever will have. Lets not forget that this will stay with your child for the rest of their life. Who might grow up hating you for not doing the right thing for them.