I really need say no and tell people how I really feel. Maybe I would be more happy if I did that. Because know one would be running over me and trying to take everything I got. They don’t even care that I have two kids to take care of. They just want and want and want. I can’t keep giving what I don’t have anymore. My kids come first and then me but that is not how it is. It is my kids then everyone else. And that is sad.