Mental battle

It is hard enough that I’m a single parent, but to have mental and medical issue suck. Just trying to find the balance is hard. But I always will fight for my kids to better then my own parents. To keep them safe and mentally and physically ok. But in this world it’s like this big battle that just goes on and on. Lord help me


People think everything 

People think everything about someone else. Or they compare their life to yours. Not caring it what they say. Or how it makes someone feels that they are not you. Telling you how bad of a parent you are and you never put your kids first. That you can’t deal with life and you shouldn’t have any kids. Its really f***** up how people really think about you. Say one thing to your face and other behind your back. 

Job searching again

Here I go on the job hint again. Now I’m looking for a job to pay more then $10 hour In order to survive. I think I will need some kind of office job to be able to keep my child care. But must office jobs require experience. Not everyone has experience. And it makes it harder to get a job.



Why don’t poeple just answer a question when it’s first given to them. If you need to think about then say so. Don’t just leave poeple hanging for a answer. And if your going to say no then just say no and that’s that nothing more to say. Don’t just leave someone with a open queston. Especially when they know you heard them ask it. 

And don’t say that I get back to you on that. Then you never speak to that person again. Just give the first answer you thought of and leave it as that.